Sapphic Sanctuary
Five years ago I was in bed miserable again. I couldn't place why. I didn't want to know why. After all, I had what I was supposed to want. But it felt all wrong.
Nothing was adding up. Everything felt off and I had a sinking suspicion that something was broken inside of me.
If I could go back to that girl I would tell her
That she was not broken.
That nothing was wrong with her.
I would tell her that she was a LESBIAN. And that that was a beautiful thing to be.
I would tell her how to come out of the closet, how to find god in her lover's smile, and how to love more than she ever imagined. I would warn her that not everyone would understand. I would tell her that wouldn't matter because she would feel radiant.
If you relate to the girl I was before, it is my deepest intention that this podcast will help you.
Each week I will meet with you and give you Everything I have. My intimate stories, tarot readings and every tool and resource I used to get to where I am now.
I promise you are at the beginning of everything and not the end.
Episodes
13 episodes
Imagining Your Sapphic Life and Leaving Behind Gender Roles.
This episode is an invitation to begin contemplating what you sapphic life could look like. the future can feel foggy for anyone but especially if you are contemplating coming out as gay. there is a lot of expectations that society places o...
Unpacking My Relationship With My Ex Boyfriend
My ex boyfriend came at the perfect time. He helped me in so many ways but the relationship was definitely a struggle. In this episode I give insight into:1. Why I was able to date him for as long as I did.2. What...
How People Pleasing allowed Me to Stuff Down My Sexuality and How I Stopped
The best part of coming through people pleasing is finding that core part of you. Discovering your real truthful personality and getting to meet yourself feels so lovely. This episode is pretty reflective. I share a lot about my pe...
Emotional Waves And Creating Safety
Your emotions may be everywhere but that doesn't mean what you're doing is wrong or bad. its important look for the parts of your life that you can do the same. Doing so will help you navigate your emotional ups and downs. Make sure...
Feeling Trapped: The Three Stages And How To Move Through Them
This is the episode to listen to if you are feeling really freaked out and stuck in your life. I go into the three stages late blooming Sapphic women go through when they are in the closet. From denial to Creating a plan it's all covered....
This is Hard and It Can Be Beautfiul. A look at My Lesbian Life.
This is not easy to do. We are going against a whole system that has been tailored to not allow this to occur. It can also be so beautiful. Today I shared a bit about the daily joy I get in my sapphic relationship. Maybe it allows you to get a ...
Attraction vs Wanting to be Desirable
There is very little space for us to feel attraction to women in our society. often we are taught that we need male validation to be desired and loved. Confusing wanting that male validation and actually wanting to be wit...
How to Figure Out What You Truly Want
When we set goals we are often focused on getting the A+. We think we want the accolades, the status, the money, the whatever but that type of shit leaves you hollow.We are the type of people who want so much more than anything so basic...
Its Not Creepy To Think Women Are HOT
Nothing is wrong with you and actually this is a good thing. Its okay to be attracted to girls it can even be fun. Thinking she is attractive is not the same thing as harassing her. Yes there's a line but the fact that your listening to t...
Guilt
What if you're not as bad as you think you are? Also whose definition of good and bad are we holding sacred. what if we recognized that we can decide what morals we want to judge ourselves against?bottom line you're not a...
The Truth Comes Out
Coming out isn't just about who will and won't accept us its also about who we will and won't accept. When we give someone a glimpse into our soul and they give us back bigotry we don't have to play nice.Bottom line:You don't h...